So being raised into the life of alcoholism I was exposed to the ritual household behaviors of an alcoholic. I guess for most people that would be manageable but for me it's difficult I have had 3 traumatic brain injuries and often times when I am having trouble coping with trauma folks mistake my behavior for that of a person who might have had a few. When I start becoming defensive about that someone will often twist my arm into going to a public place and ordering a beer.